thinking out loud

在本人的生日結束後，
心中緩緩地出現了一種鳥 fu。

以下這首歌，雖然是好幾年前的歌了，
但裡頭某幾句歌詞很確切地說出本人目前心中的感受。




（歌詞在「繼續閱讀」裡）



Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


(＊Chorus)
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life


Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding (＊)


No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like (＊)



好吧，老實說，我還是不太能接受自己幫朋友想，但朋友卻只想到她自己的感覺...


It's not the very first time, but I guess no matter how many times you've experienced, it just SUCKS！！