"What can we talk about?", I wonder.
Talking to you on the phone,
we chatted for a while,
but seriously, I didn't pay much attention on this talking
cuz it's just like before,
I couldn't hear your voice clearly.
And, it caused the problem on communication.
I asked you to speak louder,
but I finally gave it up cuz I was tired.
I was tired of repeating the same words, again and again ,
"speak loud, plz!"
"嗯"
"喔"
"是喔"
Even tho I could barely hear every single word you said,
Even tho every time you talked like murmuring,
I still did not hang up the phone
cuz I think it would be rude.
Finally, I rejected your kind invitation
like what I had said to myself, old fellow.
I had thought that me, you, and your buddy,
we got along with each other quite well
till I was hurt by you and your buddy deeply.
Yet, I forgave you both.
I even tried to forget it.
I forgave you both, but I can never forget the pain.
The scar will fade away but never fade out.
Nevertheless, I still gave you two a chance.
This Feb, I had a lunch with you two.
Right in that lunch meeting,
I realized that you and your good buddy were alien to me.
Or, maybe I should say that I am alien to you two.
When we opened our mouths and tried to talk,
we actually were not exchanging any information.
In other words, we were not communicating with each other AT ALL!!
I never hear your words clearly,
and you two never understand my talking.
Then, why on earth would I say yes and go out with you two??