thinking out loud

Why did you do that?
Why did you mock me like that when I asked for your suggestion?
Why did you scoff me like that when I asked for your help?

I'd got no idea about it, and got no one to ask for help.
Got no where to go; so I turned to you.
Couldn't you figur that out?

"Maybe you can help me," I once thought.

But your mocking...
messed up all my respect on you,
and screwed up my feeling of having a try at it.