thinking out loud

I've never asked for that.
It came to me.
And I had no choice but accepted it.

I may be good at it,
but I don't wanna do it,
cuz I wanna try something new,
something different,
something that I've never done before... and may not have any chance to do it in the future!

But you didn't give the chance.

You came to me and told me with great excitement
that it'd gotta be me to do it.
I was glad that you appreciated me;
yet, deep in my heart,
I felt no excitement...

No more whining,
cuz what should be done will still need to be done.